:(
i'm very upset...
i can't think straight
it's not that i'm "tired"
BUT...
i can't can't can't can't can't accept things.
why on earth did things screw up so horribly...
really.
i can't find out why i can't do this or that
why do i have to be restricted by someone else's feelings.
WHY?!
it's like hello?
i've so many freaking things to do, just liven up my social life a bit also wrong?
sometimes i feel oh so fucking tired.

neh...
a simple motion
or decision for that matter
might cause several huge repercussions
sigh..
is it just me worrying about the consequences??

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y9u3c65LHIY

neh.
:D
just madly liking u.
shh, but you wouldn't know.

why was i so tired?
maybe 17 hrs of activity was too tough
maybe throwing my temper was a bad move
i've no idea
would i be more refreshed after some time?
i don't know..
suddenly, crushes doesn't seem so important
that splitting headache of mine
gives me a roaring worry

I DONT WANT TO GO SCHOOL!!!!!!
tiredness,
etc yada shit is overwhelming
i'm RELUCTANT TO GO SCHOOL!!!!

and that's not even the peak of the ice berg
=x
full dress rehearsal today
GLOOMY atmosphere
tickets by tml
WTH
how the TOOT am i supposed to complete all that TOOT

sobs...
lol
我好想自嘲

PUTT, i wanna GIVE UP
but i CANT 
DANG

nothing much to talk about here
just got to know how to play L4D
got to know a whole lot more bunch of cute people
started reading books.
erm
talking aboutbooks,
what is love, life and death?
haha
i'mma sleepy.
i like tuition jia hui coz she's smart and cute.
but more than that,
she provides me with the intellectual thinking skills
die...
how many crushes have i had this year?
1. mozzie
2. Yee ting
3. Elisa
4. Jia Hui
5. SM

these goes in no particular order though

some people are so naive
not that i wanna be critical BUT
seriously,
do you think that i can make decisions about who to come into my house now that i've shifted?
i've gotten enough from people who think things that they are not supposed to
not that i'm not guilty of it
but i'll try to change my attitude towards simin
smallest milestone that i've conquered this week
is that at least i'm not too crazily indulgent w ____
other than that i'm looking forward to a wonderful service :D
cheers

updates..
darn
i am supposed to go CDS meeting
but
lazy

these days i've been out recently and realized that wooing gals is quite hard.
hmph
shall not give up though
slow and steady wins the race i guess
thinking back,
maybe i went overboard when i attempted to kiss you... on the cheek
haha

5 days... dang.
failure to update my journal has been my greatest weakness..
right now.
i'm stuck in huat's room coz he's asleep and it ain't polite to wake a sleeping bear.
secondly, the reason i'm in huat's room coz i'm using his internet.
have completed my brochure
but really...
i'm sleepy and idk if there's a need to sneak back home anot

tml's camp alr. and physics. and i've not done physics yet! rawr

oops... i realized that in my previous previous post,
apparently i said i'd consult xiaoxin about something
which i forgot about wad.
hmph.
no fair.
memory failing.

no matter though.
moi is tired.
but moi has teacher consultation tomorrow
:(
moi sad.
dun wanna see lai lai
moi talking baby english T^T

wahahaha
moi looks forward to having a great event
moi likes having friends with GRRREAT connections!
they rock :)
wahahaha
moi hopes and moi shall pray for the event to go sucessfully
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

BLEAH.
shall get back to reading moi lit text now...
SIGH.